Somewhere in the stratosphere

I'm looking for something. I don't yet know what it is. I don't know even where to start. I do know, however, that what I'm currently doing is boring me and definitely not working. Someone, oh someone, come to guide me. A guru or therapist, appear in any form. Guide me through these constellations of families and towns, through the workings of my mind and send me on my way to what I seek. This is what I am asking of you, Universe, and it is a big task, but one that you are well capable of.